Hi guys, another topic about my life. So, as you might not know, something weird has happened during my life. I suddenly have the "urge" to do things. I don't know why, because most of them are really bad things, but I just get the urge to do certain things. For example, when I'm in a car, I ALWAYS get the urge to open the door (while the car is on and moving). I really don't want to, but I get the urge to do it; and sadly, I've opened the door once. Another example is turning of the system when I'm playing a game and I've accomplished something great in it, and I haven't saved. Again, I don't know why, but I get an urge to do it.
This is weird, and I want this to stop. I don't know if it will get worse or better, but I hope the latter one. If anybody can help, that would be really appreciated... And going to the doctor is not a prioritized option.
I once rammed a pencil into my eye, well on accident, I was in High School (Sophmore) and was talking to my chum Ed, I was holding my pencil point up (thinking it was eraser up) and when I went to look at my paper I stabbed myself in the eye :'(
I would say a psychologist is the best bet. My thought is by no means professional, but it kind of sounds like OCD. It seems like, with the video game (when you have finished something good and you think about turning it off) that you are possibly thinking whats the worst thing that could happen in this situation, then possibly thinking turn off the console without saving. No maybe someone might stop here. But the OCD tendency has it eat away at you. I have to turn it off, until you turn it off or eventually think of something else.
Unless, and this is a stretch, you are conducting some sort of social experiment. Considering I don't know you very well, I don't know if this is normal for you to post things like this. Maybe, you have made up the original post. Then you sit back and wait and see how people react and responded. The people who responded feel deeply about the original post and open up about themselves and say things in the forums they normally wouldn't. They tell you there own "urges" and what not. Then you gather this information, learn a little about thee people and their habits. ??????????????????
hm, thats very interesting Reton8. and i'm reconsidering my original thought but whatever part of curiosity in your mind maybe its instincts you can will to none.
Yup OCD i have OCD i do things in sequences of 4 not like words but like touch mainly and sometimes other sences i get this like werid tight feeling in my legs and stomach and i just have to do it i just HAVE to sometimes i can beat it its extremely hard to do that though and once i do it the feelings gone its not to noticeable i dont care if people know oh crap just touched paper now im pinching my ear to stop myself it is unsucsessful it touch the paper three more times if you have OCD suck it up and live with it unless yours is bad then i suggest you need a doctor's help mines not to bad at least i can still fight it
Actually Zega it sounds to me like typical pubescent experimentation. Unexplained or illogical urges are quite common in pubescent males, especially (and more pronounced) in cases of limited or unsatisfying social placement.
